" MY ALTER EGOS " ( Part Six )

                                                            "My Alter Ego" (Part Six)

I'm still able to distinguish her thoughts from my own, but I grow weary with each constant struggle...
I find myself fighting against her intrusions, with every ounce of energy that I have.
I must regain control over my body and mind, if I don't...
May God forgive the things that I may do wrong!

I'm now feeling very desolate in my attempts to get the closest people to understand the struggle that I face. Slowly but surely, I'm wanting and needing solitude. Not knowing which directions I must 'drive' my 4 Alter Egos is driving me deeper into the abyss.

There are still no communication with Amy, Chloe and Daniele. It is only Malina who speaks!
Each day brings me closer to Malina defeating me in my quest to complete my job, which is to drive them to their destination of 'Peace and Unity'. I feel alone and very close to being desperate in my fight to survive in my physical body as myself, 'the driver'.

Each day, Malina suggests that I should leave everyone behind who cares about me.
She tells me that they only care because I do things for them and always have.
I have been the 'driver' and the 'provider' along with being able to make sense of things, most can't even fathom!
But I'm tired now...
Too many hurts inflicted by those who were supposed to have loved me, and those that I trusted.

This is indeed what I think about...
What would it be like to sleep permanently, so that I don't have to look after the four of them or anyone else for that matters!
Is it wrong? I have always been the type to work at everything, especially understanding and forgiveness. That was Danielle's influence but now that she has been silent, all I hear is Malina's plans to flee from everyone!

I'm not afraid to die but I'm afraid to let Malina take over! I would rather have Danielle be in charge. She is Intelligent and responsible. She is compassionate and accepting. She is logical and trustworthy.
Malina used to be, with the exceptions of her temper. She used to be protective of Amy and the rest.

Now, she is counting the days when she can find  a good reason to 'Punish' and 'Hurt' back!
She has some very valid points of argument there! I mean really, how much can little Amy and the rest take? That includes me, in the physical!

I'm not sleeping much and when I do, I have Malina dictating things inside my head that I don't agree with!
It's almost as if she is brain washing me and so far, it's starting to work little by little...


( To be continued )...


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" MY ALTER EGOS " ( Part Five )

                                                           "My Alter Egos" (Part Five)

Malina is surely the one that has been running the show lately. I can sense her anger getting stronger and her resentment  becoming more malicious by the day. She seems to have no more regards towards living by her codes. She seems to be transforming and mutating into a different character than what she used to be.

This scares me, because she seems to have an even darker side than what she had before!
The things she would have never considered of doing, she is now considering.
She feels different to me in a very eerie way. Destructive and no longer with any sense of that 'protective' nature that she had before.

I don't know if she has snapped and if it's too late...
I don't know what my job as 'The driver' now entails.
I haven't heard anything from Amy herself, but I was wrong about her, Chloe and Danielle being gone. Thank God!

I caught a glimpse of Amy and Chloe this weekend, but only for a brief moment.
I also heard from Danielle, which gave me some peace. I sensed that Danielle wasn't happy about a few things but she wasn't clear on what they were.

If all three are still existing , then there has to be some hope of straightening Malina out.
With Amy quiet and aloof, this could only mean she has been hurt deeply.
Then there is Chloe , who is not her usual self either. Did she get hurt too?

My mind is going into over-drive with all this silence from the three of them.
Could they be angry with me, their physical driver? Could I have done something to hurt them in my quest to get them to their final destination?

I have been perplexed for quite some time now. I'm doing a lousy job at keeping them together as a team within myself, which has never happened before!
I know that if Malina decides to take it out on me, then I will have to 'Fight' her with all my might.
That will not be easy, as we are all connected and know each other's weaknesses and strengths.

Malina is capable of doing things that I'm not. If she wins, it could destroy me physically!
If that happens, then none of them shall arrive at their destination.
For the moment, I still have my own distinct thoughts, but for how long?

Malina is very persuasive with her convictions and now that Danielle is staying silent, there is no one to argue Malina's ideas. It seems to be between her and I now, and she is rapidly taking over each day.
I'm still able to distinguish her thoughts from my own, but I grow weary with the constant struggle...
I find myself fighting against her intrusions, with every ounce of energy that I have.
I must regain control over my body and mind, if I don't...
May God forgive the things that I may do wrong!


( To be continued )...


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" LEATHER AND LACE " ( Part Eleven )

                                             
                                                       "Leather and Lace" (Part Eleven)


She moaned softly and said "Make sweet love to me Joshua, I want you to love me your way!"

She said that to let me know, she has given me the permission to lead at this time.
We were in the spooning position, so I began kissing the back of her neck while stroking her already hardened nipples.
She was moaning with delight and wanted me to keep going. She kept telling me to grope her harder, which turned me on even more!


I flipped her over gently and began to use my tongue. I used circular motions to tease her nipples, while groping the rest of her body at the same time. I could feel her squirming from underneath me and that was pleasurable for me to know.
I slowly moved my mouth from her nipples to her stomach, while my hands continued the groping of her body.


When I finally reached my final destination, which was between her shapely legs, I didn't stop there!
I wanted to tease her by continuing the worship act down to her feet and toes.
I had never done these things with any of the other women, I had been intimate with before.
It was new to me, but I enjoyed the experience and I wanted more!


I was going to show her the one thing, she has been missing all her life...
'Me'!

I continued to use my mouth on her feet by licking them and finally sucking her toes, the way I sucked her nipples. She was responsive to every motion I made with my mouth and tongue.

I wasn't done yet, the day was just beginning. I had more fantasies that I planned on doing and she is eagerly awaiting for more...



( To be continued )...

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" THE WEIRDEST SENSE OF HUMOR "

                                                      "The Weirdest Sense Of Humor"


My friends all say it..."You have by far the weirdest sense of humor I've ever experienced". I have to agree with them every time, because one thing is for sure, I just don't get jokes. When I say that, I mean just that. I DON'T get jokes, however simple or complex, it may as well be an alien trying to communicate with me.

I don't understand it myself, but that's what I have to deal with and accept.
They try to make me understand over and over, but to no avail. It really bothers them all to no end, because they really want to see me laugh and get the punch-line.
I, without fail need I mention, always seem to let them down. They just look at me with that confused expression on their faces, and ask..."How the hell do you not get it?" I guess I look just as confused, because they end up laughing at me because of my expression. Well at least somebody's laughing.

I will sometimes just share past experiences with friends, and they all break into an uncontrollable laughter.
Funny thing is, I'm not joking. They just all seem to think I'm funny.

Maybe I've missed my calling, and should have been a stand-up commedian, although I really don't know to this day why they all tell me that I'm "A freakin' riot".
I don't even know how to tell a joke.
I'm too analytical I guess.  Go figure, I think I really am an Alien, not of this world at all.
My sense of humor consists of thought patterns that are so obscure, they would scare most people.
I tend to think that the only people who do understand my sense of humor, in terms of mental profiles are concerned, are serial killers!

Not to worry, I don't really plan on going off on a killing spree any time soon, so rest easy!
I will say this though, be careful how you make fun of me. If you've read some of my stories, you'll see that I have several "Alter Egos"...and one of them is highly volitile!
Having said that, now you know just how weird my sense of humor really is..:)


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" LEATHER AND LACE " ( Part Ten )

                                                        "Leather and Lace" (Part Ten)


I watched her as she slept...
She smelled so good, I wanted to make love some more but she was sound asleep and I wanted to be considerate.
So beautiful and mysterious, with complications that I know I will have to sort through!
I looked at the view of the beach from her bedroom window and wondered...
What will the morning bring to me?

I woke up alone without her once again. The fear was deeper than the last time. Not again!
This time, I wasn't going to look for her. I sat up and closed my eyes, to get my composure.
Would there be another note again?
Did she ditch me for good this time? Many questions were running through my mind, when the bedroom door opened and she entered holding a breakfast tray...


"Good morning Joshua, how did you sleep?"

"Pretty deeply, I didn't feel you get out of bed."

"I was careful not to wake you up. I wanted to let you sleep in, while I made you breakfast!"


How strange that she would make me breakfast, when that was the exact same thing I had planned to do the first time, her and I made love together twenty-two days ago. She beat me to my original idea.
She looked so pretty with her hair messed up and wearing my shirt.
I looked at her with admiration and love, as she passed me the breakfast tray. She gave me a kiss on the forehead, then sat beside me.


"I hope you like pancakes, sausages and hash browns!" she said with a giggle.

"They're my favorite, Isabella! Thank you for this, I appreciate the thought and the effort."

"So what would you like for Us to do today, Joshua? Shall we stay home and make love all day?"
she asked joyfully, as she threw herself back on the bed.

"Yes, I would like that a lot Isabella, just to get to know you better and spend quality time together would be my idea of a perfect day!"

"Well then? That's what we'll do!"

I smiled and said "Thank you"


She waited for me to finish the delicious breakfast and climbed back into bed with me, where she cuddled and fell back to sleep. I love her scent and the way she feels against my own flesh.
I held her in my arms for as long as I could, until I also fell asleep.
It was the perfect morning I've ever had in my whole entire life. Even if we only had this one day to be together, I will cherish it for the rest of my life. I said her name softly three times in my head...
"Isabella, Isabella, Isabella"...


I awoke with her at my side this time. It was a new beginning!
I don't care what the day has in store, for as long as I have her, I can face anything it has to offer me.
I know she has secrets and I know I will have to deal with issues soon enough, but for now, all I want is for us to enjoy each other. I want today to be spent loving her every which way I can.
I felt her move slightly,and then she reached for my hand and placed it on her left breast.

She moaned softly and said "Make sweet love to me Joshua, I want you to love me your way!"



(To be continued )...

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" THE SNARE" ( Part Three )

                                                              "The Snare" (Part Three)

Desperately, you want to search for it inside her. If you have to dig with a pick and shovel, you will unearth her desire and feast on it. If you had such will, then perhaps you would, but you know that you are only alive to suckle on the table-scraps she leaves for you. Whatever she chooses to give to you is more than you dare dream is yours. This is the greatest thrill you have ever known and you give her the power. She owns you and you can’t seem to submit to her will quickly enough.

To be this close to submission, but never to cross the border or to plunge into the river of her desire is her gift. You will forever watch the foreign banks pulling away from you, wondering what it was like to be alive. you ever know the entirety of her passion and desire or will you be content to dine on her thoughts and fantasies alone?

Confused, you are not sure if she took you or if you gave yourself to her so willingly that you barely noticed the loss of your will. Her power exists because of your fear and because you give her the key and then dare her to use it.

Lips against lips finally yield to a dance inside your mouth. There is nothing like the spice of her skin, the taste almost stings my tongue. She is leading this dance, this exchange of power. The pain of the Tango or the passion of the Salsa, she is expert and dazzles you with her skill and dominates you with her will.

The snare is sprung and you are trapped. She will have you and your body aches for more. Greed demands fingers, cool and strong, clenching your tense muscles, pulling you toward her. Her strength and power takes you and you can’t remember any other moment before this.

( To be continued )...

Experienced by James G.

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" MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE VS FUCKING " ( Part Five )

                                                  "Making Passionate Love VS Fucking"
                                                                       

He pushed me against the back wall, and groped me. I felt him get harder and harder, until I couldn't stand it anymore and told him to 'Fuck' me!

He did and he did it well. It took me no time, before I came violently!

It was rather quick but fantastic, none the less!

When we got done, He said, "That was just a preview. Now, we can go back to your place and we can have that 5 meal course that you were really craving!"


I gave Jason the keys to my BMW. I wanted him to drive, so I could do naughty things to him and to test  how well he could focus. I must say that he was good at driving while getting a blow job.
He was only but about a mile away from my house, when he decided to pull over at the nearby Starbucks Coffee. It was closed and I wondered why he pulled into the parking lot.


He put the car in park, came around and opened my door.

"Come on Lucy!"

"Where are we going? Starbucks is closed!" I said laughingly...


He helped me out of the car and proceeded to grope me. He lifted me and placed me on top of the hood of my car and spread my legs. I was nervous at first, and tried to resist.
He held me down and continued to lick me, like I was ice-cream.
I wasn't going to pretend I didn't enjoy it. His tongue continued to probe my already swollen clit.
The thrill of being completely exposed in public like that, was a real rush!
I felt myself tighten up and what followed was another incredible orgasm!


After he was done, he picked me up and said jokingly, "That will teach you not to mess with me when I'm driving!"

We continued to our destination to my house, which was literally about 5 minutes away.

I sat quietly with a smile on my face.

I can't wait to see if he will deliver with his 5 meal course. The evening was just beginning.

He's right about doing his best to  please me. I have no complaints so far and have a feeling that I now have a new addiction.

I have a feeling I will need more and more as the night progresses.

My house will never be the same with what's about to take place.

Finally, we pulled into the driveway. He got out and opened my door for me...

"Are you ready to experience my cooking experience? I promised you a 5 meal course, so you better have a good appetite!" he said, with a devilish tone.

We entered through the garage and I could feel myself getting wet at the thought of what might happen next...  

( To be continued )...

Experienced by Juliana B.

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